Mainne jab apane dost se poochha ki vah kaun hai to vah kahane laga vah meenaakshee hai aur vah gaanv se aaee huee hai, usake bholepan ko dekhakar main usase baat karane laga. mainne usase baat kee to mujhe maaloom pada ki vah dil kee bahut achchhee hai pahale to vah mujhase baat karane mein sharma rahee thee lekin aakhirakaar usane mujhase baat kar lee. main usase kaaphee der tak baat karata raha lekin ham donon ne ek doosare se jyaada baat nahin kee us din main meenaakshee ka nambar nahin le paaya lekin baad mein mujhe ehasaas hua ki meenaakshee mujhe bahut achchhee lagee thee. mainne apane dost se meenaakshee ka nambar nikalava liya mainne jab meenaakshee ko phon kiya to usane mujhe pahachaan liya aur kahane lagee tumane mujhe phon kiya mujhe bahut achchha laga mujhe bilkul ummeed nahin thee ki tum mujhe phon karoge. main usase kahane laga kee ummeed to mujhe bhee nahin thee ki tum mera phon uthaogee is baat se meenaakshee bahut hansane lagee aur kahane lagee tum bahut majaak karate ho. meenaakshee meree baaton se bahut khush ho jaatee hai aur ham donon ek doosare se kareeb teen chaar maheene tak baat karate rahe mujhe meenaakshee ke saath baat karana achchha lagata tha mujhe nahin maaloom tha ki usake saath mera kya rileshan hai.
usee dauraan meree ek ladakee se dostee huee jise ki main dil hee dil pasand karane laga aur ham donon ke beech mein rileshan ban gaya ham donon ek doosare ko jyaada samay dete usaka naam mahima hai. mahima aur main ek doosare ke saath bahut khush the lekin shaayad main meenaakshee ko bhoolane laga tha aur meenaakshee se main kam baat kiya karata tha. meenaakshee ko mainne apane aur mahima ke rileshan ke baare mein bata diya tha is baat se vah bahut dukhee thee lekin usake baad bhee usane mujhe kuchh nahin kaha use bhee shaayad mujhase pyaar ho chuka tha lekin usane mujhase is baare mein kabhee kuchh nahin kaha. mere aur mahima ke beech mein bahut hee achchhe se rileshan chal raha tha ham donon ke beech kisee bhee baat ko lekar kabhee koee jhagada nahin hota tha mujhe lagata tha ki main duniya ka sabase khushanaseeb vyakti hoon jo mujhe mahima milee. mahima ke saath mera rileshan kaaphee samay tak chalata raha mera vah bahut dhyaan rakhatee thee aur main bhee usaka har ek baat mein khyaal rakha karata lekin jab ham donon ke beech mein matabhed hone shuroo hue to ham donon ke beech mein jhagada hone lage. mujhe is baat ka bahut dukh hota kee mahima mere saath kyon jhagada karatee hai mainne kaee baar use samajhaane kee bhee koshish kee lekin ham donon ka rileshanaship vaisa nahin tha jaisa pahala tha. ham donon ke beech mein bahut jyaada jhagade hone lage the mahima bhee is baat se bahut dukhee thee aur vah mujhase kaee baar kahatee ki tum itana jyaada gussa kyon hote ho. mere andar bhee badalaav aane lage the aur main bahut hee jyaada gusse mein ho jaata tha parantu mujhe kuchh samajh nahin aa raha tha ki mujhe apane rileshan ko bachaane ke lie aisa kya karana chaahie jisase ham donon ka rileshan bach sake. mainne kaaphee koshish kee lekin mahima aur mera rileshan nahin bach paaya mahima ne ek din mujhe kaha ab main tumhaare saath bilkul bhee nahin rah sakatee mainne mahima se kaha lekin ham donon yadi ek doosare ke saath rahenge to isamen kya koee buraee hai.
vah kahane lagee tumhen to maaloom hai na ham donon ab ek doosare se bilkul bhee pyaar nahin karate aur ham donon ke beech aae din jhagade hote rahate hain isalie main nahin chaahatee ki main is rileshan ko aage badhaoon nahee to isase ham donon ke beech mein koee dikkat paida ho jaegee. mahima ne mujhe kaaphee samajhaane kee koshish kee parantu mujhe us vakt bahut bura laga lekin jab usane mujhe ek ladake se milavaaya aur kaha ki yah mera boyaphrend hai to mujhe us vakt bahut bura laga. mainne mahima se kaha tum mujhe ek baar bata to detee mahima mujhe kahane lagee main tumhen bataana chaahatee thee lekin tum kuchh samajhane ko taiyaar hee nahin the isalie mujhe yah kadam uthaana pada. mera dil ab toot chuka tha main bahut jyaada dukhee tha mujhe dukh is baat ka tha ki mahima ne mere saath bahut hee galat kiya use aisa nahin karana chaahie tha lekin mahima ko apanee galatee ka koee bhee pachhataava nahin tha. vah mujhe kahane lagee mujhe apanee galatee ka koee bhee pachhataava nahin hai kyonki mainne kuchh galat kiya hee nahin hai yah sab tumhaaree vajah se hee to hua hai. mahima ne saara dosh mere sar par maar diya main kaee din tak isake baare mein sochata raha ki aakhir kahaan par mujhase galatee huee lekin mujhe meree baat ka javaab nahin mila. is baat ko kareeb 10 din ho chuke the usee dauraan meenaakshee ka mujhe phon aaya meenaakshee ne mera haal chaal poochha to mainne meenaakshee se saaree baat kahee vah mujhe kahane lagee tumhen dukhee hone kee jaroorat nahin hai sab kuchh theek ho jaega.
meenaakshee ne us vakt mera bahut saath diya aur mujhe us samay ehasaas hua ki meenaakshee hee mera saath de sakatee hai aur ek din mainne meenaakshee se kaha main tumase milane ke lie aa raha hoon. meenaakshee mujhe kahane lagee tum mujhase milakar kya karoge lekin mainne to jaise thaan lee thee ki main meenaakshee se milakar hee rahoonga aur main meenaakshee se milane ke lie usake gaanv chala gaya. usaka gaanv raajasthaan mein hai usaka gaanv jayapur se kuchh hee dooree par hai, main jab usake gaanv mein pahuncha to vahaan par rahane kee koee vyavastha nahin thee isalie meenaakshee ne mujhe apane ghar par hee rukava diya. meenaakshee ne yah kahakar mujhe rukavaaya kee yah mera dost hai aur kuchh kaam ke silasile mein yahaan aaya hua hai lekin mera to koee kaam nahin tha main sirph meenaakshee se hee milane ke lie vahaan gaya hua tha. main jab meenaakshee se mila to mujhe bahut khushee huee mainne meenaakshee se kaha mai tumase milana chaahata tha aur mujhe tumase milakar bahut achchha laga meenaakshee ne mujhe kaha main kuchh dinon baad dillee aaoongee to tumase mulaakaat karoongee. main ab dillee vaapas laut aaya aur main meenaakshee ka intajaar karane laga lekin meenaakshee dillee aaee hee nahin mainne use kaha tum dillee kab aaogee vah kahane lagee bas main jaldee hee dillee aane vaalee hoon. kuchh dinon baad meenaakshee dillee aa gaee.